17 January 2012

Musings...

Hey there 2012. I realise you've been here for a while, now – but I've been on holidays. (Well, that's my story, and I'm sticking to it.) And hey there, froggy blends (ahem)... bloggy friends. Welcome back (to you, and to me). You probably wondered if I'd disappeared last year? Good news! However it's come about, I seem to be back at the keyboard. Blogging my art.

In one way, I knew I would be. You see... it's an imperative: the art; the writing about the art; and, hence, these blog posts you've come to know and love. (Hush now, and take a seat.) Hang on just a jiffy. I'll put some music on for you —


Gregory Alan Isakov - 3 am (Lyrics)

Okay. Let's begin.

This is about a feeling. I don't know if you're familiar with this one, but if you are, you'll know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I realise there's something that I Simply Must Do. The judge's decision is final. No correspondence will be entered into. DO NOT PASS GO. Do not collect two hundred dollars (shame about the money). "Resistance is futile."

If any of you have had a great creative idea attack without warning at three in the morning (and if you're anything like me), you probably know that you need to at least jot it down – since getting back to sleep, without doing that, is a lost cause. Fighting against these imperatives consumes more energy than allowing the creative flow to happen when it will. And, anyway, if you fight your own creative Muse, she'll just be an obstreperous pain in the butt until you surrender to her demands. Humble acquiescence is a much wiser path. So, these days, I choose not to swim against the tide when I experience those, "I need to draw/write – now!" moments.

The Kiss of the Muse — Paul Cezanne (c. 1860)
Do you recognise this feeling?
Thought you might.

Okay, then. The next bit...

Apparently, it's over 10,000 miles from here to Providence, Rhode Island, USA. More, when you don't fly crow–wise (which I didn't). So why did I undertake this journey of Ulyssean proportions? The answer is simple...

I had to.

I knew that I was going to study Zentangle® teacher training with Rick and Maria in the USA. So I surrendered to the will of my personal Muse. Here I am. Surrendering. (I look pretty happy about it, too!)

Kit, with Rick and Maria — Providence, Rhode Island
It was one of those, "Okay! I'll do it! (Now, may I have some sleep?)" moments. Should I have waited until a more 'sensible' time... delayed until the 'time was right'... waited to be 'practical' and 'rational' about it? Sure... sometimes that's the answer... but not always. And not this time.

So, at the end of September, I packed up (the night before), and spent 25+ hours flying from Australia to the East Coast of America. And now (well since last October) I'm a CZT. A Certified Zentangle® Teacher. (If you tangle, and you know it, clap your hands. And then stop clapping, and get yourself off to CZT training. I guarantee you'll have fun!)

Sometimes you just need to grab life
with both hands,
take the dream, 
and make it real.

Risk it! Create it! Live it!

So there you have it. Life, or our creative muse, or fate occasionally taps us on the shoulder and simply tells us what's happening next. And this part of my life, this journey of faith, if you will – it was just like that – I knew... utterly, completely, surely, and certainly, that this was where I was going.

Do I know what life has in store for me tomorrow... the day after... next year? Nope! Don't need to. I've learned not to question or over-analyse the future too much. My friend, Michelle, said that attending this seminar was like life giving us "serendipity on a stick." Well, who am I to question that?

So, I'm living it out. Swimming with the current. I'm claiming my artistic, working art studio dream. I'm grabbing it by the throat, and making it mine. I'm starting by tangling every day. (I'm posting my progress on Facebook to motivate me to add at least something more each day.) And right now? Well, I'm sitting at the beginning of Day Three. About to pick up my pen....

At the end of Day One (click image to embiggen) 


"Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling, with the mistaken belief
that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. 
What you have not done is feel all you are beyond the pain." — Saint Bartholomew


14 comments:

  1. Hi Kit. Welcome to 2012! Best wishes for the new year as CZT!

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  2. Yea! More blogging and new work from Kit! You are always an inspiration to me and I love to see how this piece turns out!

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  3. I am glad you're back! Congrats on becoming a CZT, I hope you had a memorable trip.

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  4. :-/
    :-)
    :-D
    Yaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!

    --Margaret

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  5. Welcome back Kit! It will be good to see your creative genius again.
    Diane

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  6. LOVE your work. Thank you so much for sharing. Keep going. You inspire me to draw everyday and to allow my ideas and creative juices continue to flow.

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  7. Welcome back to bloggerhood! I've seen you around on Facebook, so it hasn't been as bad as for some, but I'm glad to see you posting here again!

    I believe I said it before, but congrats on becoming a CZT. That probably should be said every 6 months or so, lol!

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  8. hello Kit,
    Thaks so very much for sharing. I loved reading your thoughts, which in many ways parallel mine. I'm not good at writing-I just want to get on with the creating. My late husband, the strong silent type, used to say when he heard a drippy love song-I feel all those things about you! Thank you for saying all those things about creating for me.
    Jane Harrington CZT#3

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  9. Hi Kit, glad you are back. I missed you. Nearly took a trip to Rhode Is myself next feb as fares were so low, but decided better wait till I retire and go next year maybe. No use going when thers snow everywhere and you cant see anything. Since I wrote you last I have my blog now.http://preciousworker.blogspot.com I hope you will be doing Divas challenges so I can see how fab you are after the course!!ttfn Anne from Victoria

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  10. Aww.... you guys!
    ♥ you all

    Thank you so much Jane - what a lovely comment to read this morning. xx

    And, Anne, Hi there! What is it about Victoria and Tasmania and Zentangle?! And I'm loving your blog, too. Awesome. xx

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  11. Hey, zippity doo dah you are back Kit with your lovely style to make us all sit back and say aahh! Hope to catch up for coffee soon.

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  12. Hi, nice to meet you. Getting comments on our blogs is always nice and seeing others get so inspired by tangle drawing is great too. I have not decided to take the plunge and become a CZT but I am loving the creative process of line drawing a whole lot. I write about my art in a blog as well. You may want to have a peek.
    http://gmabeeart.blogspot.com/2011/10/healing-patterns.html

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  13. Hey Kit, how are you these days? Hope all is well. See my blog post today... I tagged you!
    http://enthusiasticartist.blogspot.ca/2012/04/tagged.html
    (Only if you have time and are interested, of course.)

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